Bad, bad day for me and not smoking. I had smoked 5 during the day at the office (strange mood that day – couldn’t help it), and then I went out with a couple friends. I was doing ok at the first bar, as I left my cigarettes in the car. I had one when we left that bar and started walking to the next, but just the one – I got it out of my car and left the rest in there. I bought a cigar on the way to the second bar, as well, and smoked that between the second bar and the club. Once we were in the club, I knew it was all over. They sold cigarettes – which most places do, but they don’t usually have them on display at the front door – and there were just too many people in there smoking. I wound up with a pack of camels and smoked at least 4 or 5 before throwing the rest away. What can I say…I was weak, I was fairly drunk, and I cracked under the pressure.
Today should be a pretty damn good day, though, as I didn’t get out of bed ’till 3PM (got home at 4:30 AM from being out last night). Considering I slept most of the day away, my total for day #5 should be pretty low. We’ll see. Oh…and before I forget…thank you, thank you, thank you to my friends who have been giving me shit the last couple of days about slipping. You guys rock, as that’s exactly what I need. Keep it up, please.